i know i want to wright something,

i can't just find the words.
neither the right thoughts.
i have all theese emotions,
feelings,
expressions.
but no right words.
Not a single word.

and i'm not sure,
that there's even one sentence
which could describe my thoughts.
everything is upside down,
and yet inside out.

my life, is just
so
wrong.
almost failure.

i feel like i'm a walking dead.
a
zombie
or just anything like it.
i don't even know what i am at this moment.
and whom i suppose to be,
and whom i'm going to be.

all i can ask for,
it that someone,
somewhere,
somehow,
turn my world
to the right direction.

this upside down
inside out
world,
will soon take the last of me.